Weight Issues

So this post is more of the serious side because I've been dealing with this for the past like decade of my lifetime. Ever since second grade, I've been dealing with weight issues. I started getting growth spurts randomly and I would constantly be hungry!! Well sometimes I would eat more than I would be growing and I would be a bit chubby. By third grade, I was 110 pounds and only 4'11. Thus brought on more harassment than I already received. 

These slow growth spurts started speeding up by the time I moved back to Utah. By the time I started seventh grade, I was 5'6 and 134 pounds. I looked slim enough and I felt proud. But then eighth grade came around and my growth slowed down and I gained some weight. I thought I was still good but I didn't work out that much. Ninth grade comes around and I play high school soccer and gain muscle. I'm up to 150. But then after the season ends, I fall into a pit of depression and gain 15 pounds. What my sister in college calls the Freshman 15 because she also gained it this year. Recently, I've started liking this guy at my school. Like I really really like him. But he's super fit and plays a lot of sports and I don't have the same figure as most of the girls he usually goes for. So recently I've decided to work out and get ready not only for bikini season but shorts season where people can look at my fat ass legs.

I am proud to say I have lost 5 and a half pounds and still counting just in the past few days! Goes to show just how much fat I had on me. I am so happy like honestly if I can get back to 150 and look slim than just maybe I might build up the confidence to actually tell the guy I like him. But I want to tell all my followers that through thick and thin, whether you're bigger or slimmer, I still love you. Because I know what it's like on the bigger side and I know how hard it can be to deal with confidence. Just know that I love you guys always and that I totally understand with the weight issue. Soon, I'll post about tips on eating healthy and workouts. Don't push it guys!

LOVE YOU! MUAH MUAH!
xx.
LoLo

Ps. You guys are so perf and adorable. I love you. But Im curious as to why anyone would want to hear about my non-existent love life. Lol leave comments or email me: lreinecke17@pcstudents.us.