Single Frustration

No it's not that I only have one frustration. It's that I'm frustrated with being single. It's so freaking annoying already that I have to put up with seeing a bunch of couples at school and hearing about the boys asking out my older sister. And yet, people keep popping up. Apparently, being single for a year gives grounds for my mom to try and set me up with people. Although she started way long ago. Remember the event at my cousins wedding? Yeah. 

Anyway, there's this guy in my math class who I've never spoken to in my life. I only know of him because I sit next to his best friend. Anyway, apparently, he's a patient at my mom's work and he went in the other day to get some new glasses and my mom was like blown away. She came home and like ranted about him to me that night saying how cute and polite and good-looking he is. I roll my eyes and explain for the bazillionth time that night about how I only know him from math class and how I think someone in Spanish is cute. She predicts we're gonna end up dating -___-

I'm thoroughly annoyed because both my parents are like dropping not so subtle hints about "putting myself out there" and how "it's okay to be single, you don't need a boyfriend in high school". They literally gave me that lecture on Friday night when I stayed home (yes I was home on a Friday night, wanna fight bro?!). It's annoying because this conversation literally happens every goddamn week and it sucks because I already know I'm undesirable and awkward and that I probably won't date anyone until college. I don't need my parents telling me that "it's okay" because I know it is. But what makes it worse is that my dad's even asked me out loud about how he doesn't understand why boys aren't clamoring to get to me and how he is totally confused. It hurts so fucking bad to explain to your dad that the reason why is because there are girls who are prettier, skinnier, smarter, funnier, blonder, and more social than you. 

Well, I should go, I'm having like a major sobfest right now and I have to finish homework. Well thanks for reading my pathetic rant about how I have no love life. :(
Bye guys.
xx
LoLo

Ps. My cousin thought she was funny as hell when she sent this to me. At the time I agreed....