Homecoming

Okay about the homecoming video:

1) it was too long to post

2) after logging off for a few days, i realized I don't want a few dozen people seeing me cry online so I'm not posting the video.

Instead I'll write a brief little whatever regarding Homecoming.

• Don't feel bad about going alone if you go alone. It seems shitty and really it feels like it but in the end it's about having fun and more often than not if you go with a date you end up dancing with friends anyway. If you aren't going, I respect your decision although I feel sad as to why you might not want to go. I don't know why you don't and I respect you but I'm gonna be thinking of you when I dance :). If you got asked and are going, congratulations! I'm going to slightly resent you all evening but hope you have fun. :D I for one have been going back and forth on if I want to go.

Let me explain: I've been waiting for Homecoming since I was in elementary school. To me Homecoming is bigger than Prom. I got bullied a lot and was told that no one would ever like me. So it was my biggest dream and hope to get asked to Homecoming. The years passed and both my sisters where asked to dances all over the place. Now I'm finally old enough. The problem is I don't know a guy that I would want to go to the dance with. Or who would want to ask me to the dance. SO I'm basically stuck in the position of buying a singles ticket and going with friends. But at the same time I don't really wanna go because of those killer things called Slow songs. I don't wanna be a wallflower when that happens. 

So I'm back and forth. If I do go, I'll go with friends and possibly eat most of the snacks xD. If I feel too sad and lonely to go, I'll probably end up staying home alone and watch movies all night while blogging. I'm not entirely sure yet...it kinda sucks. 

So before this turns into the video of me crying again, I'm gonna book it. Also I kinda have to clean my room so yeah...

Chao bellas y guapos!

xx

LoLo

PS. Legit this picture is me all day everyday. I run on the elliptical and that's how I look xD