Spanish Hottie

So for those of you who don't know, I'm half Hispanic meaning people expect me to know Spanish. Which I don't. At least not really. This is why I am currently in a Spanish 4 class. Well, there is this very unbelievably, unnaturally super über cute boy in the same class. Oh. My. Hell. Literally, he is the only goddamn human being ever alive who makes messy hair look super goddamn sexy. Except Daniela ;) she da bae.

Anyway. He's like super super cute and has green eyes. Holy. Shit man. And the thing that i hate the most is that I'm too goddamn shy. Like shit. I'm too shy to even say hi to him and it frustrates the living hell out of me! >:( Ugh. I'm gonna hit my head against the wall for like ever because I'm too shy and I can't talk to attractive guys...at all. I can barely talk to guys in general. Ugh. it sucks... please help. Idk what to do.. ugh.

So, anyway, the other day we were playing a game in Spanish where you had to stand in front of your group and describe a word without using it. So he sits across the room but facing me, and vice versa. So I was getting up to go around and face my group. As I stood up and started walking, I look over and it was his groups turn to guess and he was shouting out random shit. I smile 'cause it was pretty damn funny. He looks up, smiles at ME, and GODDAMN WINKS BEFORE LOOKING AWAY. WHO FUCKING DOES THAT?! DID HE SERIOUSLY DO THAT SHIT?! WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS GIVING ME THOSE FEELS?! 

Ugh I just can't even anymore guys, I'm gonna go do random shit with my asshole of a friend Jordan.
Chao/Adios/Au Revoir Bellas!
xx
LoLo 

Ps. Below is le Jordan.