So I'm kind of out of it right now and I have no clue why so please excuse my unavoidable weird randomness. I'm trying to daydream while trying to blog in the middle of a class while thinking about the cookies I'll have when I get home....No I'm not kidding you. My godparents sent me a basket of cookies for my confirmation. And my great aunt bought me a box of donuts. :) I'm happy! To be honest, most girls at this point would be flipping shit about carbs and how it goes straight to their thighs, "butt" and stomach. Dude chill.
Most of all I hate it when they judge me on stuffing my face with the good stuff. I mean yes, it's important to eat healthy and all because I do eat healthy. I've been on a diet for the past month and then after last night I've decided "FUCK IT". \-_-/ I'm done I'm done. Lol now I can binge. But when girls stare at me like a freak for enjoying a donut or piece of cake, or even just by eating chicken, I get so pissed off. Sometimes they'll snottily say, "You know that has like a ton of calories in that right?" Or something to that extent. I'll shrug and continue eating. This mainly happened a lot in my hometown in California. Girls in PC are actually chill about their food. :D Legit, the next time a girl tells me to watch my calories I'm gonna eat my cake and tell her to go back to her salad and report back if she's having fun.
On the subject of cake, my phrase for whenever someone's a bitch to me is "How sad. They need to go home, put on sweatpants, and eat a whole cake." Just something to think about :)
So I'm kinda back to where I started with this post and am extremely tired. This morning I did NOT want to get ready at all for school. But then I realized I had to switch out of my sweats to look like I actually do in fact give a crap when I don't. So I'm going eye makeup-less and my hair is in a pony while I wear a jacket. To all my classmates who see me today, I am incredibly sorry for burning your eyes out. I'm ugly and I am proud :) sorry if I offend you with my ugliness. Just look away if you see me coming. I promise I'll be better on Monday :D
Well, I should probably go and do more random shit than I've already been doing. Toodles!
Keep smiling :D
xx
Lauren

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