Thursday, May 15, 2014

Excited but Severely Anxious

K for those of you who don't know or frankly, haven't figured out yet: Dani and I are the Invisa Girls. Look for the video post coming soon so you can learn the facts lol. Anyway, we revealed ourselves literally last week to everyone through Ask and Instagram. So you can understand why we both have been incredibly anxious and nervous this week. Aside from having the AP Geography test aka DEATH, we were pretty nervous to see how people reacted.

Mostly, everyone's actually pretty chill about it. We mainly flipped shit because well, we're antisocial and introverts. Anyway, today at lunch we decided to go outside. Dani left before me and went out. Then me and my friend Leah decided to head outside. As I was walking to the doors, I hear someone call out "Invisa Girl". I didn't comprehend what they said so they shouted louder, "INVISA GIRL". Then I turn around and all these groups of people are staring at me. Me being the antisocial, severe introvert I am, I blush, turn and walk out the doors. I really had no freaking clue what to say.

That literally  kind of made my day though. Like people don't hate me because of this. That was my  biggest fear to be real with ya. But it still kinda felt good but I was nervous to say the least lol. 

Hi! Okay... So me on the other hand, I didn't really get yelled at. Or at least I don't think I did. I did, however, get a lot of stares. I obviously got super uncomfortable and just rushed outside. No, I don't regret what I did, nor do I feel ashamed! I just don't like stares. I am really happy over the fact that we aren't treated too differently though. That would have made me kind of upset to be honest. I like being a sort of "outcast" My thoughts when hearing that people knew who I was: "Cool..."

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Tanks! <3
xx
LoLo


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